I just can't sleep at night. I don't know its the effect from the medicine or I just too scared to sleep. During the pain period, I really scared to sleep . I worry that I can't wake up again....
I am very lucky that it was over... I still can see the world. I just realized that I got a lot of friends that give their blessing to me everyday. They support me through this time. I really appreciate it.
My family play an important role in my recovery process. They put a lot of effort to make me feel better, take care of me without complain. I really feel bad that I neglect them all this time.Always busy with my work.
Finally, the anesthetist suggest that I should try to stop the epidural and see if I can't stand for the pain.
The pain was really intolerable as I nearly passed out. So they put again the epidural.
The second day, I want to try again. Once the epidural stopped, I pray and hope that the pain was less. I keep on thinking that I must get well soon, there is stil a lot of work waiting for me ... My family need me...
I manage to go through the surgery pain without epidural, its a good start for recovery.....
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