After Surgery

The after surgery pain was different. The next 4 days at hospital was probably the longest day in my life.
I experience the nausea that caused from painkiller, vomit when I try to eat....

Headache and breathless almost happen every one hour. I just lay at the bed without moving, because can not move at all, the wound was 7 1/2 inch long vertically at my stomach.

But at that time, I still can't feel the surgery pain because the epidural is still on..I felt helpless as can't talk (because of colonoscopy that have't removed from my nose that pass through the mouth to bladder), can't move and everything need help. They even put a tube at my urine tract so I can just pass urine through it without get down from bed.

I need nurse to change my cloth everyday, brush my teeth . Need my daughter to feed me...

Everyone was worried for me.